“illuminate” presents the main research findings of a qualitative research study which investigated: “What is the lived experience of being in the closet as a sexual minority?”
The film was developed using an innovative research method called “cinematic-phenomenology,” which blends phenomenological research with documentary filmmaking. Five research participants were interviewed about their lived experiences of being in the closet about their nonheterosexual orientations. During interviews, participants were invited to describe their felt sense of the closet through imagery and language their feelings using Eugene Gendlin’s body-focused psychotherapy technique Focusing. Then, the researcher collaborated with artists to produce a phenomenological short film which translates research participants’ lived experiences about the closet into poetic cinematography. All imagery featured in this film is directly inspired by participants’ embodied and metaphoric descriptions of what being closeted felt like for them personally. The final short film and website seek to illuminate the invisible trauma that the closet inflicts, inspire LGBTQ people to fight for our existential rights, and instill empathy, compassion, and hope among viewers.
“illuminate” is the first film produced by the Phenomenological Film Collective, a filmmaking group that produces phenomenological films for social advocacy aims. See pfcollective.com for more information on the research and filmmaking process.